I regret so much aborting.

Weve had sex so many times after that..hes nutted in me so many times, yet I still havent gotten pregnant again. Makes me realize how much of a gift it really was. And I ruined it. Well, actually, I killed it. I want a baby so badly. Makes me feel like ill fill this emptiness inside of me. I know it wont though. WEll, itll be filled, with worries on how Ill pay for my next meal. Sometimes I tell myself I wouldnt even tell him if I get pregnant. But fuck that, theres no way I could financially do it without him. sigh*

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